Saturday, May 30, 2009 @11:29 AM
I'm back with another post. It is rather late now, but I'm still up for some blogging.
This week has been rather shitty. Let's start with Monday. There was CATS, and it was the worst class to date. Like, taking crap from our ever bizarre lecturer is bad enough, but to take more shit from Fat Flirty Garfield and Bitchy Midget is just too much! Fuck, it was pretty melodramatic in that classroom, but is was worth it once the two Chinese started presenting. Haha, I would have felt bad for a while if not for their bimbo-ness and ear-bleeding American accent. Oh yes, then there was gym. It was by far the most aching exercise I have ever done. Note to self: Do stomach exercises only during starvation diets.
Tuesday was fucked up as usual. Squeezing 4 lectures into a day can suck the fuck outta you, and it can also take the piss outta me. Tired, hungry and thirsty at the same time, now why would we wanna make ourselves suffer when it is obviously not Africa here?
Wednesday was goddamn fucked up. I can't believe the whole class screwed up their SOCPSY presentation. But at the same time it was comforting to know that our group wasn't the only group which sucked, though our slides were prolly the worse among everyone else's. Ah-diting was okay, though I was friggin' exhausted by then.
Thursday was alright, cos it was Pink Day. Everyone wore PINK! Why? Cos FUCKING Boohbah thinks that WEARING PINK is FUCKING GAY! Oh, and guess what? If I come close to him, HE WILL PUNCH ME! So horrified!
Friday, nothing much, AUDTP still not getting into my head, and ah-diting. Went to NCHS to chat and not help the Sec. 4s with their Chinese. Had dinner and chatted. Hmmm, I feel different.
Today, I went to Sentosa with Bitch Club. It has been a decade, literally, since I went there, so it felt awkwardly foreign to me. Went to the beach, and got into the water. Walking on scorching sand with blisters on my feet is not nice. Went to Amanda's church after that. It was a'ight, cept that the songs never ever seem to end, ever. Had dinner at Ajisen after that, and went outside to played Truth. Took a cab home with ChingYee after that.
May have looked like I was bursting with bitch hormones today, but it's just something to cover another thing. It is not easy living life with alone, and it is not easy trying to be myself and still care what others think at the same time. Well, not everyone can really comprehend this complicated mind of mine, sometimes I can't myself. My fucking insecurities have been bugging me lately. No, I'm not turning emo again, just a phase I guess. This cold weapon of massive consumption needs some warmth.
Labels: I wanna be reprogramed.
