Okay where do I start? Hmm, oh yes. I stayed over at Ryan's place for 3 days and 2 nights. It was pretty fun overall. Lame comments from Matthew, Sasha's boxers for all to see, the couple making out, Tasha's big tummy, it was all fun. Thanks Ryan for letting us cramp at your hood, yo! (Failed attempt at trying to be black.) 

Day1:

Went to school for AUDTP tutorial, which was not tutorial-ish at all. I ended up finishing my storyboard, and answered a question on the mixer. I was surprised I managed to get it right. Chose the brand of mixer I wanted: Allen&Heath. Went to the back of the class and slept for an hour. Chatted and waited for a few people to finish up their storyboards, and we left to hand them in. And because of SOMEONE, we submitted ours late. Fuck. After that, we went to get our equipment, and Rachel and I went to have lunch. 

Left for Tampines One with Rachel, Amanda, and Ryan&Jiayi. Got myself a grey vest and a cute shirt. Went to TopShop, but everything was fucking expensive there, so we left for Far East Plaza for dinner. Went to Ryan's place after that. Chatted, and slept.

Day 2: 

Woke up really late and had breakfast. Took a shower, and did the storyboard. Slept while the rest watched Gattaca. Slacked till the night, and had dinner. Pizza! After that we went to print out our photos for the storyboard. Bought a McFlurry, and went back to Ryan's place. Lena came, we had to fetch "Josephine" shortly after. Bought our late-night supper (Wanton and noodles. Haha!), and went downstairs to watch TV. Royston, ChingYee, Alfian, and Azmyra arrived a while later, and we went out to the swing and started to bitch. Went back to the house, and slept after a healthy round of listening to Kris Allen's Heartless. Slept at 5am.

Day 3: 

Lena woke me up at around 7-ish, and I realized I had a towel on me to keep me warm. Was damn fucking sleepy. Had Mac for breakfast, and went back to sleep for a little while more. Woke up, and realized shooting had already begun. Took me a while to get together, and shooting officially began. I was the camera operator, and assistant director. As the camera operator, I had to fill in the field-log. Filming at Ryan's place took a little longer than we expected, but it was all fun, especially the slapping scenes. Had lunch, and set off for school. Left Lena and Matthew to take the cab alone was genius, though we forgotten about the money issue. Haha.

Filming continued outside the equipment room, and I fell asleep on the floor with the field-log in my hands, luckily I dozed off when it was in the midst of some creative issues. Went up to the office to continue shooting. As it got darker, it got fucking scarier. Wrapped up as fast as we could. When we went to get our bags, the sky was already pitch black, and we could hardly see anything. It was so funny with Azmyra around, especially when we were in the lift. As the lift door slowly opened on the first floor to reveal a dark place, she yelled an "OH MY GOOOOOOOOD!" which was so fucking priceless. It is making me laugh as I type. We ran out of the lift, laughing hysterically. Later, we waited at the parking lot for the other group to arrive, and I fell asleep on the floor again. Azmyra tried to sit down and she split her skirt! It was fucking hilarious! Waited for eons and they finally came. Had dinner at Al-Azhar and went home. 

My sleeping problem is really getting on my nerves. I really cannot help it. When my body gets tired, my brain goes on an automatic sleep mode. Caffeine can't really help, even thinking about my favourite people won't keep me awake. Life sucks being a fucking pig, even though no one made me this way.

Oh my gosh, I only finished a small portion of this post. 

After 2 nights out, I can finally feel my bed! Oh my god my bed is so unharpy that I abandoned him for 2 days, he gave me a fucking backache today. It was so painful, I couldn't get off the bed. Missed my chance to be an extra today. Met the group at Bugis instead, and went shopping. Couldn't resist the hat and tie obsession, and ended spending $35 for a hat and 2 ties. No money already. Went to Iluma's Thai Express for dessert. The coconut milk made me feel sick for a while, and I tried to get rid of the nausea with water, but it ended up making me feel bloated and nauseated. Went to Lena's place after that, and had pizza! Thanks Lena and family!

Time for some psychobabble. As time flies, I get older and more matured physically. I don't know why, but I'm still 15 years old inside. I know I'm supposed to be thinking more maturely, but I'm not. It has nothing to do with how I should be treating people, it's more of how I treat myself. I am still acting like everyone's obnoxious baby brother, and I don't like it, but I don't know how I should stop it. Whatever, I am not supposed to care right now. Besides that, I feel lonelier, and lonelier each passing day. I think a few people know why, but everyone felt this way before I guess. I wonder when is the day I get attached, now that my best friend is in America. I need someone who knows me well. Identity crisis issues never hit me before, but know it has crushed me like a bombshell. I need to be someone unique. I must not be someone ordinary, which I am slowly becoming. I need something I can call my own, and need it to be kick awesome. Or else, I would be innocent and run-of-the-mill, something I never thought I would become.

Bad things aside, and let my finish up this post. I just found out something, and it's the best thing that can happen to me now. *Drum roll.*

I CAN BUY KRIS ALLEN MERCHANDISE IN SINGAPORE! 

*Fireworks, marching bands, parade!* Gasp! Just found out this awesome site that can let me order online and they can ship it here! So kick awesome! Life in Singapore suddenly turned a lot brighter for me! The entertainment industry in Singapore is so lagged, but this really helped! Will try to get EVERYTHING that is up for sale. That would mean starving school days and a shopping hiatus. I NEED THOSE MERCHANDISE! Here's the link for those who are interested (LIKE WHO AIN'T?!): 

It's getting late now, really late. TTFN!