Friday, April 17, 2009 @12:04 PM
Has anyone listened to the music in my old blog? Oh gosh I just realized how much emotion and feeling is can bring to me, it really made me emotional. I know, it is kinda stupid to be teary-eyed over a song, but Nobuo Uematsu does compose legendary music for Final Fantasy. It is not just because they are so catchy in a sophisticated way, but it really brings out the emotions in the game out. Without the music, Final Fantasy would not be as good as everyone thinks it is.
I am so emotional right now, all the things I miss, for the past 3 years, just rushes out and makes me reminisce about them. It really makes me wanna cry, cos no matter how much I try, I would not have cherished it enough. It is not like a game; You save them and you can replay them again and again. We live once, and all these things will only occur once. Even if it does occur again, it would be the same.
I miss 4E(well, most of it.), I miss NPCC, I miss NDP, I miss all the outings, I miss my gaming experiences. We play and we experience the twists, the surprises, the whole game once. The subsequent times you play them, it ain't the same anymore. Kinda sad really, just wish we could somehow take out our memory of them, and we can experience them again. It is all these things that make my life so fulfilling, not the grades and acheivements at all. These things stay with you for life, and you are tempted to relive it again, but you can't. Such suffering and pain, so haunting and yet, a little joyful.
Labels: Go listen to my old blog's music. It says a lot.
Bite me!
